יום חמישי, 4 בדצמבר 2008

My prespective comes from the beliefe if Pantheism alone. So if this doesnt sum up to any of ya, well...


In order to understand the concept of "God" one must forget the word god, and everything that he learned about it in school, or in church, the synagog or anywhere that dictated and scared him into blieving GOD is an ENTITY. I see's god and any words which describes god as false. 'God' is beyond words that describe.
Nevertheless, we have no telepathy so we shall have to stick to words...

God, to me, is seen and felt as two things, Infinity+The Present. (As said in judaism, God is called in his 'sacred' name - Jehova, which means in hebrew, with a bit of manipualtion, the present - Ha Hove [there are many translations to that name, I like that one tha most :} ] )
Now, becuase we are human afterall, we cannot fathom infinity, nor can most of us reallllly expiriance the present as a whole. Many things divert us from that goal. So how does one degrade the concepts of infinity and the present to something attainable? Well, like in math, you convert it into something we can undersatnd with our humble minds.
Lets shrink our cosmos into something alot more smaller. I will take my example, College, and try and give you a glimpse of my idea...

God could be seen as the sum of all things, thus if this college is the cosmos, then everything in it is god.
Take all the people who learn in that college; their complex personality which its conciousness is a shred of its wholeness, concidering the Sub conciousness. take their instincs, their knowledge, their needs and wants. Their physical ability, the diversity of their body...Their spiritual purity, and sum all that into one 'entity'. Is that god? maybe...but hey wait there just a minute if you dont mind, what about the none-human animals? The dogs, cats, birds, insects, germs. The flora! Plants!....Then the ground, the stones, the air, the skies the clouds the walls the CHAIRS THE TABLES THE CLOTH......endless, only in one tiny college...
And with all its attributes, and all its charactaristics, is that god?
Well a good mathematician might be able to sum that all up into a good, long, esoteric equation...
But can one do that for the whole cosmos?
So if you see things eye to eye with me, dont you ask yourself, how could one be arrogant enough to suggest that GOD spoke to Abraham, litteraly? That JESUS, is the SON of God? That god gets angry specificly in a certain time or that he loves? That god has a personality, that he wrote a BOOK for us?.... A face....and the worst of all, THAT god created MAN in his own IMAGE! Ha! What arrogance! crude arrogance....

I see god as everythign, all the time, all the way. Does he have a plan? well I think that it only takes irony, and the present reality, and the study of science, to see that things are way to perfect in nature to suggest there is no creator.
A clock is a creation, someone created it....Is there anything that clockworks better then the known cosmos? I see not such a thing.

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יום שלישי, 11 בנובמבר 2008

God=Nature=God

As always one of us feels he has striken some sort of enlightment. Now how does one touch it? Many ways has god given us to reach that path of infinite possibilities. I am minning one which is a fundemental, studies.

I've always pondered on the subject of God and basicly all which is philosophical (which is everything), and that is why I decided to go and study Biotechnology, a subject which takes everyting which is science, and places it practicaly. Only I have one more edge, which is the philosophical spiritual one.
I do not meditate like what meditation dicatates, I ponder....

Last week we have finally had a glimpse into what biotechnology stands for, and it is the usage of biological procedures for the benefit of real life, both for humanity and animals.
A very inspirative proffesor has tought us about the gene P53. [if you wish to know what it is, google or wiki it Smile ]
It is related to cancer (among other things). Now what I was given a glipse of, with imagination, is the fact that cancer, as everything, is infinite.
P53, as well as being a part of a cuase for caner, is also related to being part of its solution. 50% of people sick with any kind of cancer have a problem with gene P53. So, when given the solution, those 50% should be cured, Dont you think? Well, not really. Even when treated with that specific remedy, some large precentage is left uncured, why? becuase there are more problems.
If one looks further into the future of biology, chemisty and all science that has to do with LIFE, one will see that humanity will always struggle on finding solutions for suffering of the human kind.
Even when a day comes, when cancer, for example, will be fully cured, another day will come, and one will be born with a new cancer problem.
That is nature/god telling us he is infinte, and that there are infinte possiblities for everything. Why? mutations.

Hmm, well one can say that all matirial in the universe is infinite, that is why mutations are infinite, and that is why our struggle for solutions for suffering is inifnite.

So when does life end its cycle? When one can predict what god will do next, or what other possibilities god has to do next, when thought of in biology, chemistry, math and physics. But, is that possible? Smile
Are we really able to predict infinity? No. Not unless we will be able to fathom infinity, and when we will be able, it wont be infinite anymore Smile

But then again, if inifnity is not infinite, then so is the universe...
But if the universe is not infinite, then there must be a border. What is beyond that border? Smile
Its either there is an infinite border or that there is somethinb eyond that border, and so on and so forth....


Ah....

What fun Smile

Tell me what you think....

WooP!

יום שני, 27 באוקטובר 2008

Waking up in the mountains

...not actually in between the hills but inside my small new home, in the humble mountains of Naftali, north of Israel, kibutz Manara.
It has been very odd for me this past week, waking up with the fog and chill that encompass this place. There is something very clean and fresh about it too, and that is mostly due to the fact that I just dont sweat at all...I am used to the humid, hot, blazing days of Tel Aviv.
Also, there is one thing that is eternal here, and that is the greenery, the flora. Right now as I lift my eyes and gaze at the view that spreads from my window all the way to the tumbling horizon, the color green is victorious, which is again, not only refreshing but extremly relaxing, it greatly enhances some sort of energy that I have never expiriance before, and I cannot yet put words into describing it. Its almost like trying to explain how you feel when you fall in love for the first time with someone, or something. Like hearing your most favorite musician for the first time, or seing the painting you shall remmember for this imidiate cycle.


For the first time I am living on my own, technicly speaking, but not ON my own.
almost eveyrthing is paid by my dear parents, and although its moraly accepted, it bothers me for a few reasons, which are reasonable.

I have already, in a rather short time, mannaged to make this place look like my old room at my parent's house; The table, of which im sitting in front, is messy, and I acomplished that with a rather small amount of ornaments. My bed is surounded with cloth which look like twisted body parts from some nasty car accident. The kitchen, which is a new expiriance for me, my own kitchen, is rather tidy, but that is becuse i have so many things in it, that the objects cannot move much to look missplaced. (but I wash dishes everyday - I have to, I have room for only a few in the sink).
I dont have a television, which is wonderful for so many reasons. I can actually feel some of the blinding sensations of ignorance and emptiness removed from my psyche. But sometimes I miss the futuristic massage that softens the mind and drains tension. If there is one thing I find popular TV to do, its that.
I smoke less ciggarets too!

In 6 days time i will start actuall college, which is said to be, on the subject that I have chose to major in (biotech), fucking hard and loaded with matterial. Nevertheless I am expacting it. Mostly to the social life that will grow from it.

Its time to make lunch, and luanch some energy, which the coffee managd to do for only a small bit of time.

Gooday
Woop!


יום ראשון, 26 באוקטובר 2008

Hagling and Cackling freely and randmoly.

I stumbled upon a book by Terry Pratchett, who is by the way, a MAN and not a WOMAN as for some reason most people think.(his beard kind of exposes his gender, mind you...)
Its one of many many books this author has published. and its a very good one too. Its called Wintersmith.
Two words came across the many lines in this book which cuaght my attention; Hag(ling) and Cack(ling).
Such wonderful words.

Words are wonderful generaly. And that is although they depict our infiriority as human beings. Words are very, poor, concidering the things they try describing, and that is precisly why I like Terry Pratchett and his discworld novels. Aside from giving ideas and inspiration, he also has the ability to transmit complicated fantastic ideas with only a few words and easy to understand sentences.

...And so as I walk among patches of purple hogwash that grows all around me,
I open my eyes once, twice, and a third time if I must, to see that there is nothing more nowhere and nothing more now here that is concealed from me. no secrets whatsoever. And thus I Burn....


BooM! WooP!